Communicator Confessions

This is a quick glimpse at how my thought process tends to work. 

Also, Rox and I have a routine where she asks me how my weekend was and then I tell her some of what I did. But this weekend was so rad I had to write it ALL out!

McNew, Roxanna [12:38 PM]:

what did you do this weekend?

Edwards, Kelsey [12:38 PM]:

A WHOLE LOT

Edwards, Kelsey [12:38 PM]:

give me a minute

Edwards, Kelsey [12:49 PM]:

hokay

Edwards, Kelsey [12:49 PM]:

so on saturday shane and i went adventuring

Edwards, Kelsey [12:49 PM]:

i slept in that day

Edwards, Kelsey [12:49 PM]:

till 11

McNew, Roxanna [12:50 PM]:

nice

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

then we went to twin at 1 to go to an airshow

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

and i got to watch the blue angels!

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

for the first time

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

they were awesome

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

and the planes were awesome

McNew, Roxanna [12:50 PM]:

ahhh those are fun

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

and they let me touch things

McNew, Roxanna [12:50 PM]:

lol

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

and i got to get a picture with Lt. Tickle

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

and that cracked me up reaaaaal hard

Edwards, Kelsey [12:50 PM]:

then we went to costco in twin minutes before they closed cause i needed to buy food for church

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

then we went to his parents house and watched the olympics till it got dark and then we went to the bruneau observatory and looked at space and it was AWESOME

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

and we drove through like 4 miles of swarms of gnats

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

and it was gross and hilarious

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

and the weather was perfect

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

and i rode a school bus

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

and i saw mtn home

Edwards, Kelsey [12:51 PM]:

and i got sunburnt

Edwards, Kelsey [12:52 PM]:

and i got home at midnight and went to bed at 2:30

Edwards, Kelsey [12:52 PM]:

then woke up at 7:30 and went to church which was good

McNew, Roxanna [12:52 PM]:

ugh that is LATE

Edwards, Kelsey [12:52 PM]:

i got to teach teh kiddos this week

Edwards, Kelsey [12:52 PM]:

and they were fun and i tought them quiet coyote

Edwards, Kelsey [12:52 PM]:

and they got to make planets

McNew, Roxanna [12:52 PM]:

ahh fun

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

and then i went shopping and almost bought a raft but decided not to and i went to the army/navy surplus (which btw, i have to not go there a lot cause I LOVE it) and that was awesome

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

then i floated the river with matt and tabby and keri and almost christian

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

and we lost a paddle which sucked

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

but it was fun and cold and awesome and i wore a lifejacket

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

cause i don't wanna drown ever

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

and then i drove matt and tabby to look at a house they want to rent

Edwards, Kelsey [12:53 PM]:

cause they ride bikes everywhere and were late to that meeting

Edwards, Kelsey [12:54 PM]:

then i went home and took at shower and it was then 8 pm and i sat in my chair and watched the olympics and played on the internet

Edwards, Kelsey [12:54 PM]:

then i finished Love Does by Bob Goff which changed my life and then I watched 30 Rock and went to sleep around 1. I had an amazing weekend.

McNew, Roxanna [12:55 PM]:

sounds like it

Edwards, Kelsey [12:56 PM]:

i sometimes get overwhelmed by how blessed i am and then sometimes i feel bad for enjoying it as much as i do when i know that there are lots of people that can't do the things that i can and i think maybe i should not have fun like i do and do something to make someone else's life better instead

Edwards, Kelsey [12:57 PM]:

but then i think that i can do both of those things

Edwards, Kelsey [12:57 PM]:

and then i stop thinking about it and usually fall asleep. i have deep thougths at night time

McNew, Roxanna [12:58 PM]:

lol

Edwards, Kelsey [12:58 PM]:

i think im going to put this into my blog so people can see what my thought process is like, sometimes i wonder how i can keep up with myself

McNew, Roxanna [12:58 PM]:

but why couldn't other people have that kind of weekend fun

McNew, Roxanna [12:58 PM]:

it probably didn't cost you hardly anything

Edwards, Kelsey [12:58 PM]:

that is true, i think it just feels selfish

Edwards, Kelsey [12:59 PM]:

like "look i have all this awesomeness while you have nothing near this!"

Edwards, Kelsey [12:59 PM]:

i dunno

Edwards, Kelsey [12:59 PM]:

i sometimes think that i should drop what i have here and go somewhere where i can actively make a difference

McNew, Roxanna [12:59 PM]:

well it isn't like you are saying they CAN'T do it. you are just giving them reviews are awesome things they could do.

McNew, Roxanna [1:00 PM]:

now is the time to do that if you want to do that.

Edwards, Kelsey [1:01 PM]:

like i tithe and give money to things that i think are important, but i want to actually DO something. like i want to go teach kids or i want to help someone build something or i want to go somewhere where people don't even have clean water. i want to actually physically be doing something. and instead i feel like im just soaking up the excessiveness of america while others are sufferign

Edwards, Kelsey [1:01 PM]:

i want to like move to madagascar or something and DO something about world suck

McNew, Roxanna [1:01 PM]:

 well then save your money to live on it for 1-2 years then go on a trip

Edwards, Kelsey [1:02 PM]:

that is part of my problem, is that i don't want to wait. i want to do it NOW. i am so tempted to just get rid of everything and go

Edwards, Kelsey [1:03 PM]:

tomorrow isn't guaranteed, why not do something right now

Edwards, Kelsey [1:03 PM]:

who knows if i will feel this way in a year

McNew, Roxanna [1:03 PM]:

well if God wants you to do it you will always feel this way

Edwards, Kelsey [1:03 PM]:

that is a very true point

I don't know why, but I felt like I should put this on here. Seems a lot easier than writing out an entire blog about what I happened to be thinking at this moment.